A black hole of emotion
Where happiness goes to die
Locked in a cell within my cells
Can't even attempt to cry.
Gorging at the buffet of despair
Devouring others’ grief
Speaking loudly with witless flair
My life could never be too brief.
Too much pride to kill myself,
Care too much to not.
Self loathing plague of hatred and anger
A broken man that time forgot.
What's the point of a life that can't be lived?
When there is nothing you can do
But sit here on my throne of shit
I’ve felt the cruel world unlike you.
I peer into the darkness
It's empty without pain.
The emptiness calls me
It's driving me insane.
